Squishables

HOMAHGAWWWWDDD.

ROOSTER.

RACCOON.

GET ME ONE. PLZ.

BIRTHDAY COMING! HINT, HINT, HINT!!!

These things make me weak at the knees.

Michael, you suck, big time.

Missions Day-trip @ Kg. Chinggong, Tanjung Malim

WARNING! V.L.P (Very Long Post)!!! — the first of many catchup posts.

Remember the last time I wrote about a mobile clinic day-trip to an orang asli village? Well, I went on another of these trips with my cell group, Jars of Clay. These trips are part of an introduction to missions project (GO 101) in my church, SIBKL.

 

JOC: Dinner at the end of the missions day-trip.

However, the fact that it was two days after my EOS (end-of-semester finals) prevented my involvement in prior planning and briefings; this resulted in a certain university student waking up at 6 a.m. on the 4th of July, a Saturday morning, drenched in exam fatigue, not knowing what exactly she was headed into.

It has been exactly two weeks since I went on this missions day-trip to the orang asli village, Kampung Chinggong (sp?), at Tanjung Malim. It was very different from the mobile clinic trip that I went on before, in the sense that there was no medical aspect, and we were just going to socialize, network, befriend… whatever you want to call it. Timeframe was 6 a.m. until 6 p.m.

I felt a little very lost and hesitant.

Apologies

Big update post coming.

I HAVE BEEN SO LAZY! Hahaha.

A lot has happened. :)

Stay tuned, love you all.

Bon Odori 2009

I will be here 4 – 6.30pm! :) See you if you’re going.

Peeeg

When I am lazy, I update my Twitter account.

Still alive. Love you guys.

Justification

Why do I get called “desperate” when I watch J-dramas and think, “Ii desu ne…!“?

Or when I wish that I’d meet someone soon?

Or when I look at everyone around me and wonder why I don’t have someone to myself?

Don’t I have a right to dream?

I’ll let you call me desperate when I cling to any and every guy who crosses my path, irrespective of my better judgement.

…this “single life” is tough.

Please don’t give me spiel about how “rocking” and “awesome” single life is, because really, it’s not going to be a permanent phase–unless you’re Paul. :)

Post-exam jitters (already)

The EOS3 is officially over tomorrow.
Specifically, for me, at 9.30 a.m. in the morning.

Then results are to be released in a week…
I’m already not wanting to think about that.

A lot of things have happened throughout the study break AND exam period itself–but I want to thank my parents the MOST for supporting me in prayer every night; I would have had a lot more breakdowns if not for them.

I don’t think I’ve ever realized how huge they are in my life until now. I mean, sure, they’ve prayed for me for the past few exams and whatnot, but with the recent turn of events they’ve turned into my pillars of strength and support. Parents love you and think the best of you no matter how rotten you may be–and I definitely feel inadequate.

Next, I want to thank Rae baby for forcefully motivating me to study by dragging my sorry ass out of bed at 9.30 in the morning despite my fangirling till the wee hours of that same morning… All those Oldtown White Coffees and “toxic clouds” must have done something, haha!

Big thanks, hugs, and kisses for my prayer SOS partner, Jo Bear! :) Hee. Thank you for all the encouraging verses, devotions, and little thoughts you sent my way throughout this time. Also, thanks for the Hana Kimi.

Much love goes out to Dea-chan, Eng Kian-sama, Belal, and Emi for guiding my study paths & clinical skills practices, likely under the influence of a Higher being. ;) There can’t be that many coincidences at one time. Also, for all the times Weiphin called me over the day before to ask me questions about stuff which ended up coming out in the exam. What are the odds!?

Also, many thanks to everyone else whom I was not able to mention who crossed my path during this period of time, be it to have given me random advice, smiled at me, hugged me, patted me on the head, carried my books, bought me food, taken my food, “peace-d” me, prayed for me, wished me the best of luck… YOU ARE VERY MUCH LOVED!! EVEN IF I DON’T SEEM TO SHOW IT! T_T I love all my batchmateeessssss.

Oh Lord. Please give me the grace to accept whatever results I get, and Your peace that transcends ALL understanding while waiting for them! I am so scared. But I tried my hardest and I know the rest is in Your hands. May it be the same for the rest of my batchmates! Amennn.