[ r i n . a i j y o ] – flavor of life, love, and all that you dream of

I’ve not been myself lately.

Can’t seem to focus on anything.

CVS lectures. CSU sessions. PBL sessions.

God. Church. Sermons. Worship. Prayer. Cell group.

Talking to my parents. Even hanging out with friends. Chatting. Chilling. Texting.

Something’s been bothering me in the back of my mind, but I can’t put my finger on it.

I lose track of my thoughts and words, can’t even fish out phrases or sentences coherently. They get stuck.

However, without fail, when I sit down to my piano and worship chordbook, everything else just vanishes. The same thing happens when we’re working on the song and the guitar’s just going on and on and on…

I’m doomed.